And so it ended today:



We said our goodbyes and parted ways. Our lives which seemed to mimic the musical, The Last Five Years, almost to the letter, ended in the same manner; a timespan of five years accelerated into three months.

"All I could do was love you hard and let you go."

--Jamie, Last 5 Years

Ugh, can someone get me a job down here? lol.

Some good news today... I had an extra G5 sitting in the Apple Store and I didn't know what to do with it (single processor, 1.6 Ghz), and so I asked them whether or not I can trade it in for a 23 inch HD monitor. They made the trade. That was cool.

Saw some friends tonight while I was back in NH for the night. I also got my press pass, yaaaaay. Hopefully this will allow me to get into places now that I was not welcome before.

Kathy moves out on Saturday. It's sad, but it's really good for both of us. And finally, we're parting ways the right way. =)

Good for her. Good for us.

Damn, it's about to be a tough couple months. Nice. =)

It's so strange... this is the poorest I've ever been, yet it's the happiest I've ever been as well. I love this city so much and it's so perfect for my life right now.

Don't get me wrong... New Hampshire is wonderful, too. It has so many great aspects to it, namely it has so far to grow. There will be a time in which New Hampshire will grow into greatness. It's only a matter of time.

Back in New Hampshire this weekend. I've gotta get my press pass, and Kathy leaves on Sunday. Somewhere, my birthday exists. I don't even know which day it is, lol.

Oh, and last night on DDR Max, I beat the hardest level (Maxx Unlimited) on Light mode... I was psyched! The level's actually tougher than the majority of the heavy levels.

I wish this game came out 10 years ago. It would've been a really great tool to use to get in shape and to get a little bit more under my belt in terms of eye/foot coordination.

Yolanda gave me a copy of "Sensitive Song" from Cops: The Musical. I LOVE this song. If you ever get a chance to learn more about Cops: The Musical, you should... I think it will make it big someday.

I'm going to do quotes of the day, as opposed to LiveJournal moods... they reflect that I'm listening to people. =)

QUOTE OF THE DAY:

Some people say that love's a losing game.
You start with fire but you lose the flame.
The ashes smolder but the warm's soon gone.
You end up cold and lonely on your own.

I'll take my chances, babe,
I'll risk it all.
I'll win your love or
I will take the fall.
I've made my mind up, girl, it's meant to be.
Someday, lady, you'll accompany me.

--Bob Seger, from You'll Accomp'ny Me

I thought of something strange today. What happened on September 11th wasn't much different from the book burning rallies that Hitler used to hold in Germany during World War II. Humans are books... our birth acts like a softcover and a preface. Our developing lives are the chapters of this book, and our deaths mark the end of the novel.

We lost 3,000 novels filled with understanding, practical knowledge, and love; the back covers hastilly slapped onto the novels prematurely with no climax to ever occur. I don't like feeling that the world became more ignorant that day, but it did.

The future waiting for us was set back.