Thursday, August 05, 2004

So Jonathan Schwartz, president of Sun Microsystems, muses about buying Novell in his weblog and Novell's stock jumps 7 percent. Wouldn't it be great if we all wielded that power?

I met a girl. =) I likey her very much. This girl is grounded, and does NOT have anything to do with the theatre (thank the good lord... I'm DONE with actresses, lol). The first time we hung out, she showered me with gifts, and to be honest, it's been a long time since I've been babied... come to think of it... it's the first?

It's not the gifts that draws me towards this girl (I think those who know me already understood that). She's incredibly smart and beautiful, intelligent and grounded, and she's REAL. That, in and of itself, is incredibly attractive. I love the fact she thinks I'm great, but I think she understands that I have a lot more growth to go.

And, unbelievably, for the first time in my life... she's not only willing to help me grow... but she's in a position to do so.

I am going to take on my second dream for Broadway in conjunction with Nine 11... as if I wasn't already bogged down enough. She's inspired me to do so. =)

I finally have the fancy of a woman who has the potential to love me as much as I love her... to leave EVERYTHING for me as I would be willing to do for her. The best part is that neither of us have to do that due to the understanding we have. But doing so would be as easy as flicking on a light.

Nine 11 is about to get a much needed shot in the arm, I have a feeling. Next week is incredibly pivotal for the project. We will see where it goes. I need to get in the right frame of mind to do a very important interview.

Sunday, August 01, 2004

So many things going on right now in my head... I don't even know how to approach them or what to do about them. Life is really strange like this and I can't help but smile when the unpredictability of it comes and bites me in the ass every now and then.

Something really amazing could happen in the next few weeks. How many times have I said that? Tomorrow, I will know and find out whether or not it begins. It's a whole new life about to begin, a whole new journey.

Nine 11 will continue on unabated... but perhaps I started it too early and should keep the timing consistent with the Freedom Tower launch. Tomorrow, I feel like I'll know more about my life and where it's going.

I found someone I really connect with on all levels. And like me, you can't define her as a specific anything. She's great at everything.

Good night, blog. So much to talk about... and yet, I can't! I won't be able to sleep tonight with the excitement swirling around in my fabric. =)))))))))