I hate having the ability to break down things into their simplest form sometimes. Sure, it comes in handy when I'm writing and when I'm actually DOING something. But it's extremely difficult to possess a relationship like this. People think that what I say is accusatory. Pointing out problematic actions is not something people like to be made aware of.

I really do apologize to the people I offend. There were two people tonight that I did this to... Erin and Lindsey. Guys, I do this because I'm really sick of the bullshit. I'm sick of the way our relationships have developed. I'm sick of the circumstances that don't allow us to be who we are.

I want nothing more than the best for you. Perhaps where you are isn't the best situation for you personally. Only you can speak on that.

If you don't want these things for yourselves... if you'd rather stay a distance from me, then I understand. The only thing I have to fall back upon is consistency. If you don't like what I do with my consistency, then you know where to find me (or not).